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“What are you lookin’ to do today?” The voice came from
behind me. I’d taken my place at the front of the pack as we inched up toward
the starting line. The weather gave us a brief window where no rain fell. A
chilling breeze pushed the grey clouds across the sky.
“Oh, it’d be nice to run 6’s today,” I lied. “You know, if
everything comes together.” He plucked an ear bud out and snickered.
“I won’t be up with you, then,” he said. “I just don’t like
having to wade through the crowd at the start.” We exchanged a few more words
about marathons past, when I realized that all eyes fixated on me. I had
finally become “that guy.” I looked around and noticed I was the only one in
split short and a singlet, and one of the few without headphones.
“You running the 5 or the 10?” another guy in a green shirt asked.
“The 10,” I said. “You?”
“Same.”
“Same.”
I remained friendly and upbeat. I asked him about the course
and had he run it before. We shook hands, offered each other luck, and turned
our attention to the starter.
A sudden calm settled over me, the one I’d been trying to
instill all week leading up to this past Sunday. The doubts vanished. I
replayed this race in my head for weeks as the lactic acid bound my legs on the
track or I faced another hill somewhere in the middle of a two-mile interval.
Just seconds away from the start, I knew I had nothing left to do…but race.
At the gun, green shirt bolted from the start and made the
first right turn onto the main road. I drove the course the day before, so I knew
that we would run the first two miles along this stretch before weaving our way
through the local neighborhoods. I held back knowing that I had another 6.1
miles to catch him and whomever else went with us. But after 200m, I’d pulled
even. And then away.
I didn’t bother to look back but rather focused on my form,
keeping my legs churning, and not overstriding. The Sunoco station appeared on
the right and I knew I had about a quarter mile to go before the first mile
marker. My legs felt strong and I felt light. I glanced down at my watch hoping
to see 5:30, knowing that was 15 seconds too fast, but burning some of that
adrenaline off. When I saw 5:06, I hit the brakes. Whoa! Let’s everybody relax! I thought. If green shirt could hang,
good for him, he could have it.
I rode the hills and came to the 5K turnaround. “Right turn,”
one of the volunteers yelled to me.
“10. K.” I breathed.
“Oh. OH! Right on, dude!”
I smiled and surged on.
The two mile marker appeared at the bottom of the next hill.
I made the turn and glanced over my shoulder. Green shirt was way back but still
visible. Having driven the course the day before, I knew I faced a serious
climb here, but, tapping into my trail racing knowledge, I thought, He’s got to climb too and he’s doing the
chasing so he’s working even harder.
I settled in and found myself dropping the pace as I crested
the hill. I waved off the water station volunteers and circled back to the main
road. When I got ready to disappear into the next neighborhood, I glanced back
again and saw that I ran alone.
I tried to shut my mind off here at 5K and just ride. The pace
had started to get to me but I didn’t want to falter so I continued to press.
The neighborhood streets were empty save for a few cars backing out of their
driveways. I tossed a “thank you” wave if they stopped to let me by. For all they
knew, I could have been out for a Sunday morning run. The houses and street
reminded me of my old neighborhood where we used to ride our bikes to the pool
and where, these days, I run through on one of my 12 mile routes. Some of those
early memories distracted me from the work for a bit until the main road
appeared again.
In the final neighborhood, I had just under two miles
remaining. I started to catch some of the 5Kers who urged me on. The course
double-backed on itself with a mile to go and I got to see just how big my lead
had grown. Green shirt was nowhere to be found.
With a quarter mile left, I threw down one last kick and
heard my friends calling out my name. The announcer picked me up but not in
enough time for them to get the tape out for me to break.
I finished in 36:43, a PR, and course record. Green shirt
finished 2:17 after me.
I put my hands on my head and walked over to meet my
friends. “Nice job, man. This probably isn’t the best place to puke, though,”
he said as I let the wave of nausea recede.
We stayed for the awards and watched my friend, Karen, also
capture first place in her age group. While we walked back to the car, the rain
began to fall. I stepped into the car, letting the relief wash over me. This
one was important to me and had been for many weeks. It’s nice when the hard
work turns into hardware at the finish.
Ahhhhh!! You're having such an amazing race season - and it's only just started!!! Congrats on a shiny new PR, another 1st place overall win to add to your belt AND a course record!! You're unstoppable!
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